gudbye 2011

hurmmmm , dh na new year . welcome 2012 . btw , gudbye 2011 . taon ne , q ase taon yunk pleng bmkna bgy q . yee aa , dpat knai kwan2 bwu . especially sorankk dax ne . munx rpat ng q . q sayang dea , dea bnyak tlong q . then , dpat jdy milik seseowg yunk bnama ZAFIR . wow !! tkkan q lupaa kngan q spnjang 2011 ne . terutama skly , kwan2 q yunk salu bwat q hepy . 2012 , q akn bhadapan ng PMR ! insyaallah , q akn bwat yunk terbaekk . doakn q yaa :)

2E 2011

ne q na ceta psai dax klaz q ne . aw na taw , sesi petang smkbsp , klaz kmi r yunk pleng kontroversi skly . hahhaa . ckguu yunk ckap . mybe sbub klaz kmy ne , bnyakk dax nkal kott . tpy q pleng sukaa lpelakk na dax lky r . depaa sporting gylaa bbi r ! rndu meyh na lepakk ng depaa . salunya time skola , kmy salu r lepakk skly . at blkunx klaz , tepi pntu blkunx . munx happening gylaa r . my q ceta sorankk demi sorankk yunk salu lepakk skly . first q na ceta psai AIMAN . first q tgokk dea , smbonkk gylaa baq ag . ta penah snyum lnsong . tpy byla lma2 knai dea , dea ne gylaa2 taw dakk ! munx ta penah snyi aw dok ng dea . aw q ngeh , dea owg prtama yunk bwat q gelakk . hahaha , caring kott . yunk keduaa KIMI . deaa ne pon lebey krang jgakk . gylaa2 ta kna tmpat . dea salu bwat kmy hepy , sukaa degaq dea gelakk . laen dry yunk laen , hahhaaa . ketigaa , AMMAR . dea smart , cool jaa tgokk dea . dea sekepala ng LUQMAN . bff dea , konon nye lhaa . hahhaa , LUQMAN . dea munx sempoi ! klaz snyi aw tde dea . MUZILL , dea ne munx taley blahh . salu my skola mata bngkak , reyau kaa pa weyh ? hahhaa :D FAIDHI . kmy sukaa buli dea bub dea slow ckett . hahhaaa , salu kena ng q . wekk :p lastt , AKMAL . dea terbaekk . salu bwat ayt bdo at kmy . gylaa kott . hohoho . ap2 pon , q sukaa gylaa kwan ng depaa . depa salu bwat q hepy byla q tde mood . woii ampa , q arap tite bley kwan smpai byla1 taww !! q sayangg ampaa . muahh kiri kanan :) <3

atey q hncur :(

arey ne , atey q hncur bgai na rak . ya allah , tlong tabahkn atey q . :( ap yunk q dh bwat smpai dea dh tkmaw mcj q ? dea ckap q tpu dea tpy bnda pe yunk q tpu toe . munx kmy ad gdo tpy dh okee . then tdy dea kol q , dea mqah2 q . q mngeh dgaq dea kta cm toe . dea perli q mcam2 . q sbaq jaa bub membe q penah kta at q jgan ego . so q cuba utk sbaq ng suma ne . tpy q t'tnya2 , smpai byla q bley troih cm ne ?? q ta ckop kuat na hdapi bnda yunk tjdi at q ne . ak dh ta kuatt :(

5 bulan bersama

aaaaaaaa !!! pejam celik , pejam celik , dh 5 bulan tite couple , alhamdulillah , smpai skunx tite still btahan . hope hbungan yunk tite jalinkn ne , bkekalan smpai bylaa2 . insyaallah . b ckap b na KWEN ng syg bub syg baek , pnyayang , amekk berat . bnyakk r . ya allah , terharu cgat byla b ckap cm toe at syg . serious terharu gylaa . syg arap cgat hbungan tite ne bnpnjangan bub syg tkmaw khlangan b . jnjy ng syg yunk b tkkan tnggalkn syg wlau ap pon yunk jdy :)

text me pleasee :)

oiiii , borink meyh ! hunny , mcj lhaa syg . rndu kamoo lowh ! mangon lhaa tdo , tdo paa lmaa2 , tdy dh tdo , tdo pulokk ! jum , spaa na mcj ng ak . topap 3 at ak , kyta mcj . maw ? ak tggu :)

tema kaseh bub bwat ak cm ney , kawan !

hang kwan ak tpy knp hang bwat ak cm ney ?? bwu 3 arey kyta rpat , cpat nya hang brubah . ak rndu hang yunk dlu . hang bwat ak kcwa gylaa .ak arap cgat , hang boley jdy cm dlu blekk . ak rndu hang . ak sayangg hang sbgai kwan ak . awat suma owg snggop bwat ak cm ney ?? ap slah ak ?? :'(

bangga ~

seriously , ak bngga gylaa dpat kwan cm hang . and ttba jhaa ak mngeh bub terharu smlam , terharu bub hang bnyak tlong ak . :) ak tkkan lupaa jasa hang at ak . tankiu , kawan !

harimau malaya !

go malaysia ! lawan indon , you can do it ! i'll support  you ~ go malaysia go !

venice , italy !

ehemm2 , ak na ceta psai stu tmpat ney . lawaa gylaa siott ! tmpat ney nm VENICE , ITALY . lawaa lgy bila time sunset . pehhh , memey style ar ~ heee , ak berangan na honey moon at sna . auww ~ msty sweet kn ?? weee ~ law ak dpat p sna , ak na shopping , na tgokk sunset , dok tpy pntai . omg , sukaa2 . ngee ~ insyaallah , stu arey t , law ad rzeki , ak na jejakkn kki ak at sna . insyaallah ~

being hurt ~

i would hold you in my arms , i would take the pain away . thanks you for all you've done .
forgive all your mistakes , there's nothing i wouldn't do to hear your voice again . sometimes i want to call you ,  but i know you won't be there . :(
i'm going to SMILE like nothings wrong .
TALK like everythings perfect .
act like its juz a DREAM .
and pretend he's not HURTING me ! :'(
boy , do you really wanna hurt me ? why are you doing this to me ? why ??
i want you to know that i can't stand being hurt everyday , sayangg !

alL abOut DONGHAE ~

aaaaaaaaa ! mnat gylaa at dy ney . dh lhaa ensem , cute , sumaa ad at dy ! geramm gylaa kott !

law lhaa dy jdy bf ak , walawehhh ! tkkan ak lpaz dy . heee ~

love between us ~

 if you're asking , if i need you 
my answer is FOREVER !

if you're asking , if i'll leave you
my answer is NEVER !

if you're asking what i value , 

my answer is YOU !

if you're asking , if i love you
my answer is I DO !

hurmmm ~ :'(

ermm , ak na ceta psai arey ney , hmmm agkk cdyh . pgy2 , lpaz mangon tdo , kol DY . then DY angkt , DY kta "b tgah kejaa" ak pon kta , "sory gnggu" . ak tkmaw kcw DY , kmy ta mcj dry pgy smpai ptg . miss him so muchh :( then time maghrib , ak mcj DY , ak kta "b , syang rndu b . kejaa lgy kaa ?" dlam fifteen mnute lpaz tuh , DY rep mcj ak . DY kta DY bwu blekk kejaa , pkoi 6 tdy . ak tny lhaa , knp ta mcj ak , DY kta sajaa . :'( jwapan yunk DY bgy tuh bwat ak tersentakk ! ak pnyar lhaa tggu DY mcj ak , tpy ............. hurmmm , ak rsa law ak ta mcj DY , msty DY ta mcj ak pnyar . ak mcj ng DY st jhaa , ta smpai 10 mcj . ttba DY ta rep mcj ak , DY kol pkay numbe mak DY , DY ckap DY tadakk kdit . hmm , na bwat cm na , ak tema jhaa lhaa . time tuh , sayu gylaa atey ak . dh lhaa ta mcj dry pgy , then bylaa dh dpat mcj , kdit pulakk bwat hal . cdyh cgat weyh arey ney . :'(

good boy !

ak ad sorankk membe ney . dy baekk gylaa ng ak . sukaa btoi kwan ng dy . seyes sukaa kwan ng dy . dy baek , law ak ad mkslah paa , ak ceta ar at dy . dy pham ak , bnyak bgy nsehat at ak . t'hutang budi btoi ! tpy kn , dy salu pggel ak makcek , hokk alohh . ak ta tua lgy lhaa , mudaa kott . heee ~  oii , toyo ! ak sukaa kwan ng hang , sukaa gylaa . :)

dry ak yunk sbnaq ~

holla ! heee , na ceta psai dry ak ney . weee ~ ahaha , salunya law na ceta psai dry sndry ney , msty at first post kn ? ahaha , ak malaih lhaa na bwat bnda ney jdy first post . cm paa gy ! nm ak wanna , ak ney jniz gylaa2 . tpy law ak bdmood , memey ak bdmood sggoh . ak ad sorankk BF! nm dy ZAFIR  ! ak sayangg dy gylaa bub dy ney jniz pndai amekk atey . lgypon , dy salu bwat lawakk nntah ap2 . merapuu kott dy ney ! dy baek , pnyayang , mnja cm KANAKK2 RIBENA . kmy dh kpel 4 bulan dh . huhuhu , dlam msa 4 bulan tuh , bnyakk bnda yunk kmy dh lalui sesamaa2 . huu ~ oke lhaa , bye :)

                                   ney lhaa BF ak , Z A F I R  !

         

geram gylaa !

hish , geramm btoi ak . ak bwu jhaa bwat blog , dh taleh bukak . hish ! spaa lhaa yunk gtay2 p tukaq abes pass ng email ak . law ak dpat lhaa owg tuh , ak cincang2 dy . geramm nih ! grrr . ><